Saturday, October 21, 2006
{ 8:59 PM }
hihi =) sigh~ it was a long boring day. all i did was stared at the comp. well, at least i got to chat with anthony, korkor, isaac, ricky, daryl, caleb, hayden, shanshan xD, yu ting, nad and my didi. haha..i chatted with so many people but we didn't talk much. even if we talked much it was all my doings!! LoL. no..seriously o.o haha. then i save some images..parental advisory logo xD what? the logo rocks xD haha. hm..tomorrow i'll be going to my grandparents place early in the morning. my estimation - 7:30am. LoL. dad sending me. i have to wake up at 4:45am. after my breakfast i shower, get change then wait for my dad. while waiting, i'll do a run through of which secondary school i want to go to. sheesh..my mum wants me to go to nearby schools. i'd rather go regent then. i want to travel!!! LoL..i don't care even if it's only singapore! i just want to be free from YEW TEE MRT STATION!!! x.X lols..
hm..that reminds me..i'm officially over boys but why does this certain emotion keeps overcoming me like a tsunami? i really feel guilty. i can tell that he is not happy at all. i really wish i could make ANYONE smile. i'd like that a lot. that is way i want to be a doctor =) we get to see all the joyous smiles of each and every patient..before and after death..before death, they are trying their best to be happy for that they know their time has come. after death is because they know they've tried their very best to fight all the way but couldn't make and they want to die in peace. everyone will die eventually. each and everyone of us has a death date. we just don't know when..i bet someone dies each day. who knows tomorrow YOU might die? haha i'm not cursing you. it's a fact. you NEVER know when you're going to die. some people tried suicide but never die it's because death is in the hands of God. some people are living in peace but they died, it's because God wanted them to. death is in His hands not ours. LoL..ookay..what's with m talking about death? xD that reminds me! if i have ever done anything wrong to those of you out there, i'm sorry..my most sincerest apology. i don't want to hold a sin xD i want to be forgiven before it's too late. haha.
i just remembered..yu ting was kind of cool =) LOLS! i wish yu ting would forgive me xD i made a harsh conclusion about her without even getting to know her. i guess it was because of what nad told me last year. anyway, i think i better get off the computer or my mum is going to kill me T.T night~
xoxo
saf =)
