Friday, October 20, 2006
{ 9:08 PM }
long time since i made a post! okay..it hasn't been that long but compare to my regular blogging schedule. lol..i didn't even know you need a blogging schedule xD hmm..it's official..i'm not going to use my "happy blog" anymore. it's such a waste to this blog though..anyway, i've just finished watching a stupid but hilarious video my class made T.T um..i'll try and put the video up here but it would be very obstructive, maybe i'll just put the link? hmm..anyway, after psle isn't really much of a celebration. my mum won't let me use the computer..instead she asked me to read. i'm okay with that but PSLE IS OVER FOR MY FRIGGIN SAKE! then at school, we get plenty of scolding as if we never get enough.
that reminds me..those sickening lower primary..during our psle, they made monsterous noise! during their exam we get scolded for doing the same..>.> i don't care, it's payback time. ah what the heck? it's useless..even if they fail it isn't worth it. hmm..today i was suppose to get my immunisation but there wasn't enough time so..yeah..we changed date. i really want to get my immunisation!! xD i don't know why but i want to! it sounds..fun! xD
wee~ after psle activities: sentosa outing..the end T.T ya..sucks..i know. sigh~ i feel like going out EVERYDAY..not to crowded places but to a silent peaceful lonely places..i feel like i need a time out from the wild and to the tranquility. lame..sigh~ that lame childhood prince of mine..i forgot the nickname i gave xD, broke up with her girlfriend. nothing to celebrate about..i'm seriously over him but there's this one guy whom i can't seem to get over off. i really wish i do a.s.a.p. i could really tell that i'm not the girl his looking for but why i do i keep chasing him? he doesn't really treats me like i exist but the simplest hi he says to me can make me melt and go on my knees! he may notice me, remembers me and etc. but..but..i really don't feel wanted by him. i feel like he doesn't want me to be in his life or to help him whenever he needs help. he prefers to get help from someone he likes or wants to be with. sometimes, i wish he knows i'm talking about him but sometimes i don't cause i'll be totally utterly humiliated. hmph..sigh~ what to do, oh what to do?
i just remembered something and then forgotten it now..xD damn..oh well..i don't know why i love my quotes: when i die, don't revive me. when i'm hurt, don't heal me. when i love you, don't hate me..behind every song there's a story. behind every painting there's a story. behind my every smile there's a story..
i can't remember anymore..hmm..i guess it's because i rather remember my favorites. anyway, i've got nothing else to say so goodnight, sweet dreams..dream of me! lol..j/k..you could if you want xD haha
xoxo
saf :)
