Saturday, February 03, 2007
{ 8:30 AM }
poem 1:
take this picture & think it through,
let me ask this question: "what does it means to you?"
you said: "a girl of misery"
do you know that girl is me?
you cause me this stage,
all this pain & hate,
you said you were sorry,
you should be for leaving me alone to suffer the pain & agony,
you were the only 1 i was ever so open to,
you were the only 1 which my feelings never have been so true,
now i can't say: "i'm attatched" anymore,
so, care to tell me who's the new girl you adore?
is she a fucking whore like i am?
or is she just damned?
she's damned to be with you,
i'm just a hopeless little bitch which doesn't know what to do,
didn't i always tell you that you are my everything?
you said likewise and what does that suppose to mean?
you were also my oxygen,
my current status now and forever is single & heartbroken.
poem 2:
in this land of "fairytales do come true"
there's someone else in this land too,
someone you truly care & adore,
you would want nothing more,
you just want to win his heart,
and you'd die if you were apart,
his your Prince Charming,
his you air, your oxygen, YOUR EVERYTHING!
so one day you had the guts to say,
"don't leave me. please stay."
he stayed by your side through night & day,
you loved him in every single way,
he loves you too,
now, is that true?
he may have said it once before,
but now to him you're just another whore,
he found another girl,
another girl to be in his world,
everything you hoped for has been devastated,
and now you are broken hearted,
maintaining you single status,
living up your life alone, hopeless & loveless.
poem 3:
i'm heartless,
i'm hopeless,
that was all i am to begin with,
then everything changed with just one gentle kiss,
a kiss that came from you,
are my dreams and wishes finally coming true?
we overcomed obstacle as couple,
in every relationship there's bound to be trouble,
but i did my best to avoid them from harming our love,
we were like two lovely dove,
no fuss no worry,
somehow you were still unhappy,
you said our love has been healthy yet we're falling apart,
you just said you loved me when all your intention was to break my heart,
do you not take this love seriously?
or i'm just not worthy?
& yea..that's all ((x yes. lame. i knw. nvm larhs. ((x k worhs. buhbyes. oo & i'm muvin on so..((x goodbye to you javier..
_xiiaohua``
