screw me, and I'll screw you twice hard.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 { 8:42 PM }

i dunno wat tuhh sayy cn?
i nv expected 2 b so into my dance..
dat moment d time has arrives..
all u wanted 2 do is dance ur heart out.
you finally was able 2 do so..
bt smt..juz ONE small slightest mistake..
cud ruin it all ferrhhs u.

venus..
haiiz..
i dunno if i shud hate her..
blame her..
scold her..
blahblahblahs.
u c ar..
i asked her 2 place my fan
at d last corner so dat no one wud take it.
kuz evry1 put near near..
so at least mine odd marrhhs
andden i cud find it ezily.
andden i frm far runnin 2 d fan..
i noticed.
NO FAN.
d WHOLE dance cud hv been perfect
bt bkuz evry1 juz took ea othr's fan
without caring hu's it was..
i was dre 2 suffer 2 dance on d stage
BAREHANDS.
all dhose hardwrk of pure sweat touching d grounds on d stage we've rehearsed at..
u wud wish u cud juz simply get a 2nd chance..
so lyk..i criied.
see ling.li yang.n many murr oso gt.
bt my eyes were too teary 2 c..
yan ran oso gt criie.
bt i reli salute her..
i wish i cud do wat she did.
she broke her toe nail-completely came off-
bt she persevered n danced..
haiiz.

aftr dat at sch..we arrive 1:05pm-smart priod-
suppose 2 go 4 an extra ITmap trainin
bt i hv 2 clean up firz marrhhs.
den at 2pm i arrived in clsrm
put bagg n clothes down n rushed 2 isaac rm.
den at isaac rm i was told dat miie n jason is d keyperson.
long explaination (x
so juz ignore luhhs.nth impt.
haha.
andden 2:15pm trainin ovr i stayed awile.
den d tcher asked miie 2 keep d black keyboard.
aftr i headed 2 clsrm n sat dwn dre alone
i treat it as if i was hvin reflection time dwn dre..
so i criied agn lo. x.x
ya larr..
i criiebabyy.
andden i felt reli rude 2 d guitar instructor..
he is SO nice 2 miie.
i practically wan him as a gan kor (x
den he tok 2 miie
he asked y am i nt holdin on 2 a guitar.
n i juz dao him..
so bad derrhhs. make him feel paiisehh onii.
andden aftr awile he noticed smt was botherin miie
so i explained
den i decided 2 juz join d cls n destress
we were learnin chords n melody 2 chasing cars by snow patrol
den aftr awile he started 2 focus on miie agn.
den i hate joycelyn sia.
i disowned her.
hate herr x:
she is friggin bitchy twards a 23yrold tcher o.0
she acts lyk she's interested..
diao.
eeeeww.hahas.bt admit luhhs.his cool.
haiiz.nw im lyk so tired n abit sick de.
friday firz paper..english.
haiiz.datz all luhhs.
gdnite.