Monday, May 19, 2008
{ 8:03 PM }
after going to ahma's house,
went to causeway
with mum&dad.
nothing out of the ordinary.
i was dressed like a pregnant woman,
yet no strangers gave up their seats
on the mrt.
despicable.
yea.
so then window shopped.
nothing much.
mum wanted to buy accessories for me.
but i wasn't much in the mood.
i wanted clothes instead -.="
maybe its because of the inferior mind set i had
{cause i'm wearing that hideous maternity dress}
then went to banquet.
after banquet window shopped somemore.
&i did shop a bit la.
just bought 1 decent book [:
romance vol. 1 ;DD
uh-huh.
no regrets.
the book cost $19.90
its quite new.
it's a compilation of love stories
by SINGAPOREANS in the year 2007.
so ..
the stories are FRESH [:
me likeyy ^^
hah.
so then,
went to cold storage.
bought munchy donuts.
then headed home lo.
quite glad.
finally i don't need to parade around
causeway
in my maternity dress anymore [:
weets.
okayy..
i read the first story of the book.
romance.
it brought me to tears.
i won't share [:
YOU GO BUY!
hah.
its really touching ^^
but i'll share this one part.
this girl,
she asked this guy..
okay,
they are married.
so yeaa.
she asked: " why do you love me? "
&he replied: " its because you stayed with me through thick&thin. poor&rich. "
i can't remember what else.
the book isn't with me right now.
okay.
i'm crapping.
but the main thing is,
the reason why that was able to put me to tears was because
i have never asked any guy before.
i guess i've asked twice.
but he changed the subject.
what the fuck.
another didn't have an answer to it,
he was lost of words.
no one has ever loved me?
hah.
anyway,
something disappointing occured to me.
someone so dear to me,
she had a miscarriage.
&you may think i'm sad.
i'm more of furious.
she's not married.
she knew she was carrying a baby.
yet she went clubbing.
i saw the picture.
the picture of that dead foetus.
what
the
FUCK.
