screw me, and I'll screw you twice hard.

Monday, June 09, 2008 { 8:03 PM }

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

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that's the lyrics to my blog song :)
it so fits the puzzle.
haha.
i only realised my affection for him
on the first night,
we weren't talking to each other.
he needs me as i'm his companion
&he enjoys being with me :)
because he is comfortable with me!
yes,
he said that :D
god,
i'm a happy girl.
haha.
&i told him the same.
is that love?
when both parties enjoy one another's
company? :)
even when he isn't saying much over
the phone.
even when he goes speechless,
i'm still enjoying the conversation.
but when he starts speaking,
its like a million words
overwhelming me.
the words he speaks,
are somewhat melodiest in my ears.
but it others,
those are just words.

yes baby,
goddammit
i love you
bloody hell a lot :)
♥

let me be the one to make your day :D
let me be the one to make you
SMILE :D
can i be the one,
to replace her in your heart?
cause you've already replaced
him.
for good&for eternity.