Thursday, July 10, 2008
{ 5:59 PM }
a big
HAPPY BIRTHDAYto
ROS`wifey&
KEEFEtanlols :)
&someone else.
hahas.
today..
didn't really had much
mood /:
especially during D&T lesson,
though we were high :)
hahas.
it was rather boring.
X:
Iman claims that
my drawings are nicer
than her's!
WHAT A LIAR X:
lols.
my drawings are ugly.
tsk.
haha.
okeh,
time to emo :)
its going to be
9 months in 8 days time.
i'm still wondering.
just wondering.
i wish i could just pretend
that nothing ever
happened.
its not easy.
not at all.
the feelings were etched
in my heart.
like printed tattoos,
that can never be removed.
i still cry for you.
i'd still do anything,
just so you'd
forgive me.
i'm glad,
i'm very glad that
we
were ever together.
those were happy days.
happy days of mine.
i'm not lying.
i'm not joking.
my poems don't mean a thing
when i'm writing them
for you.
cause,
you won't be around
to read it
&say how much you wish
you could write
just as good.
those vain memories of you,
were ever so heartbreaking
cause it was ever so beautiful.
too beautiful,
that it makes me want
to cry.
the point is,
i've never gotten over you.
i'm still brooding over
what's in the past.
i still cry in the silent nights,
without anyone by my side.
i believe i've been
a burden to them
ever since
you left me.
i'm trying so hard to it let go,
but it just won't passby me.
i can't sit down,
&undo a frown
so easily.
my heart is aching,
how can my face possibly be
smiling?
days past,
i've turned a year older.
where were you?
you didn't wish me happy birthday,
did you even remember?
i worry that one day,
you'll forget me.
every single bit of me.
forget that kiss
forget that touch
forget that moments
which meant so much.
baby,
i love you till this day.
in between my screams,
i hate you,
were silent whispers
of
i need you.
one day,
just one day..
will you be back again?
when you do,
only then i'll stop suffering
from those pain.in a way,
this is my vow to you;
i'd do whatever it takes,
to stop you from falling.
