Saturday, July 26, 2008
{ 9:48 PM }
what the fucking fucki'm experiencing loads of
bullshits lately.
&i want none of it.
what the heck.
so i believe
everyone wants to read
what i have to say.
&everyone has a question
so yeaa..
:D
here's the story.
25th July 2008:quite a lot happened?
whatev.
:)
so anyway,
i shall start from
what happened
in the afternoon
which was after class.
last period was english
but the last 30 minutes
was gone
cause Mr. Heng sacrificed
the period for us
which was meant for our
test
in order to wish Mr. Tham
a good farewell x)
so anyway,
once everything ended,
Chuck came to our class.
obviously to see Nina.
we all had basic conversational chinese lesson.
Iman got excused as she had musical
practise.
yea.. so like..
Nina&Chuck fought again.
so many times already.
shheeshh.
Darling,
you two keep on fighting,
when will it ever end?
anyway,
Nina kept ignoring him
even though he was sorry.
sorry for what?
for getting bashed by his
2nd brother for
using the phone just to talk
to Nina?
like
what the fuck seyhs.i think from now on,
Chuck should take a picture
of his bruises each time he gets
bashed
by his 2nd brother.
so,
i tried to convince&persuade Nina
into talking to him.
but she didn't want to.
she pushed the offer to compromise
&work things out.
it could have been easier.
but in the end,
it resorted into tears.
she still could smile
when Chuck was already furious
standing outside
waiting for her to come out.
i didn't want things to blow up.
after seeing Nina&Chuck fight
for a very long time already
i know what anger
he is capable of.
so,
i stood guard by the
classroom door.
Iman&I
tried to make excuses
for Nina.
we told Chuck that she
was PMSing.
&okay,
it worked for awhile ><"
was worth a try okay?
lols.
then,
failed.
so i tried my best to
ask Chuck to go away
in the politest way i could.
but i fail to do so.
then Iman had to go ISH.
she dragged me along to send her.
i didn't oblige.
just follow,
no harm :)
lols.
so then along the way,
at the bridge,
[still at the 3rd floor]
saw Nanaa&YannaK.
Nanaa asked us where is Nina,
so i told her that
Nina is in the classroom
&i doubt that she wants to leave
cause Chuck is waiting
outside.
i told her that
she should go there
&check on Nina if she was okayyy.
then i also asked her
to try&console them uhs.
so like,
from there..
i didn't know what else happened.
i send Iman to the ISH,
&went back to the canteen.
saw Liyana[e1] with Amiera.
they came to me
saying that Nina is crying.
so i was worried in a way.
went there ASAP.
there she was,
crying away..
its rude to say
i told you so.
therefore,
i didn't :)
i said it in an alternative way x)
i told her that
what's the use of crying now?
you brought this upon
yourself.
but before that,
i asked if she was okay.
she shook her head.
there was nothing i could say.
so i said as mention.
which was true lah.
sometimes,
to console a person,
you must face the painful reality&fact.
so i left her to be.
cause if i told her to stop crying,
she won't exactly stop immediately,
now would she? -.-
so i let her cry to her heart's content :)
besides,
crying is fun ^^
in a way,
its really effective :D
so then,
lesson began.
glad that she already stopped crying laa.
:)
was smiling, a bit x)
but after that,
she sort of pissed me.
i simply told her to do a simple favour.
all i asked her to do
was to bring back the poster
for our project exhibition tomorrow.
she had her obligations.
&Nanaa asked her to watch the rugby match
with her.
&i'm like,
okay fine.
you don't want to bring it home,
i will.
so after that i went for dance.
when dance ended,
was walking with Ros&Jocee,
we were going home together.
but i had to carry the radio&speaker
back to school first.
when we arrived at the
school gate from beacon.p,
i saw the rugby bus arriving.
i was trying to look out for them.
i thought maybe if Nina
really went to watch,
i could accept her excuse for not helping.
i believe it would be troublesome
&fear she might forget it,
&left it behind.
but i didn't spot them.
when i was walking down the stairs
from the gate,
i saw Nanaa.
i asked her if they went
for the match.
she said no, they changed
their minds.
thus, my attitude.
i was really piss off,
that i showed a little of my attitude
to Nanaa,
which made me feel bad
a little.
little cause i was pissed afterall,
its basic human instinct to get pissed off
&start showing attitude :)
anyway,
then after keeping the
radio&speaker,
Nanaa came&ask me to go home
with her,
&
others?i told her something like:
i was too lazy?
then she sounded a bit angry like that arhs.
she was partially shouting
that they were at bangkit.
what i meant by lazy was
having to wait.
cause,
i'm sure that they
we still lepaking?
&moreover,
i made a deal to go back with
Jocee :)
i keep my words.
so then Nanaa showed me a little
attitude.
sorry lahs.&that's about it laa.
26th July 2008:today ahrs..
quite.. uhmms.
something la.
i'm too lazy to elaborate.
but much sadness&angst
was evolving around all of us today.
but after that,
when i followed Iman&Naz
back to school,
it was all fun :)
enjoyed myself lots ^^
