Saturday, February 21, 2009
{ 2:48 PM }
Iman's at my house :) we planned to do our art powerpoint presentation but Liyana says that she's doing part of it&will send it to me for editing. okay, moving on..
yesterday, something.. just something :) someone was unhappy&I could see that VERY clearly. I was also feeling rather guilty for some reasons. Idk
lah. I felt guilty cause during Maths lessons, I like sort of gave her a little(?) attitude like I'm super irritated with her like that.. let's just move on uh..
then recess time, she asked Iman&I to buy her food for her. so we went canteen, did our
thang a.k.a smuggling&went up to class where they were. they were sitting with Liyana(E2).......
as you all know, I post very detailed. but I don't have the time for that.. so I'll make it brief..to you-know-I'm-referring-to-you:
I didn't want to reply at your blog. Idk why. maybe cause it's easier to clarify myself at my own blog through post. so anyway, you told me once or twice how you felt around us. I tried to make you feel more accepted&welcomed but, it didn't seem to work now did it? I even tried to mingle around with your own
clan but, I never showed how left out it made me feel. first and foremost, we have never casted you out to be with us. you were the one who kept having this mind set that we are. you were the one that gave in immediately. I didn't hesitate to say: "it's alright, we will think of an alternative.", "nevermind uh, you just stay", "do you want me to send you home?", "I'll carry it for you" and "are you okay?" and such.. if you still feel left out, then there's nothing else I can do but please make yourself clear. cause right now, it's just making us seem like
we never tried. after reading this, don't implement another wrong message. it's not what I want, but a better understanding unless you want to end up in another conflict like you-know-what.
Labels: I did NOT chase you out.
